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dispersion

by mascodagama

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Ends 03:03
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lord, save me from my own eagerness can't you give me just an anchor to hold? feeling like a lemur looking for my next abyss doesn't agony ever get old? dreams of time, creating circumstances river of wine, rain down on romances lord, grant me just a taste of consciousness so as not to stumble blindly through life slaying dragons isn't close to where i'm at dark telly and a severed provide stained and sore, awaiting invitations crime is more than echoed intimations fall loudly like a rock from the castle wall make sure the neighbors know who you are hide? fine, and in the end it's still a game no winner, just the losers survive bruise my pride, all for small compenses easiest ride, i'll just roll on by lord, help me not to fuck up this time send an angel down to kickstart my brain warm people and a nicely ends in life may counteract the triumph of pain sitting chair, howling deities many years... have i learned anything?
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Dark Bastard 03:12
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dark bastard flies tonight on the wheels of the glass delight hold hands avert your eyes little kids shouldn't see these sights nothing left to melt fires consumed my hell days still marching by no reason to survive penned in hogs are tied by the willow branch divide little pink where the mountain's side move along to the boring ride strong stuff one way maybe time's on a holiday long day blow away makin' motion afloat on the waves i'm feeling nothing hey, you're not the one to bring my hope and night will close all the blinds my eyes tight and red tonight god bless our poorer slights sit still in a house afire walls falling, flames consuming flesh melting off my bones nothing left to melt fires consumed my hell days still marching by no reason to survive 101 reaching for divide jefferson setting out the ride no black left to burn my lungs wild turkey on my tongue strong stuff one way maybe time's on a holiday long day blow away makin' motion afloat on the waves i'm feeling nothing hey, you're not the one to bring my hope and night will close all the blinds my eyes tight and red tonight
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Walking Through The Snow 02:49
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i wish there were mountains in the distance that i could walk up to and ask them where to find the place to which i've walked these many miles pleasures and the trials... in my mind i'm walking through the snow, could it be at last i've found some warmth here in the cold? years are falling down around my shoes hold on tight or lose... angel in the snow, you seem an empty vessel, waiting to be whole and when the snow begins again, i'm afraid you will disappear... years are falling down around my shoes you hold on tight or lose snow will melt again illusion of an end
4.
Drop The Hammer 01:56
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heads rolling all around me, no chance to clear my name wire walking and entinguish the fuse, no time to lose my cool drop the hammer! oi oi oi oi drop the hammer! oi oi oi oi drop the hammer! oi oi oi oi grey hatchet-man comin' down again act like you never saw it, it never happened, man don't you get sucked into it, you're going under the bus drop the hammer! oi oi oi oi drop the hammer! oi oi oi oi drop the hammer! oi oi oi oi grey hatchet-man comin' down again fly away, far away get away from mistakes we've made it takes much more than we've made to make the grade
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Dream World 03:41
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i lay back and i close my eyes and i split apart from the earth and sky and i got a world i can reign and control and each time i come leave a little soul behind got a vista inside my head i got kings and queens and perfect life and i don't wanna return to this one full of jobs and bills and everyone dreaming, or is it real? can't explain how i feel creating a new world meek would be so proud... i don't wanna be king of my world, just to sit on back and to watch it all unfold catnaps on a park bench might be the thing to get me through another day fat jowls get out of my face, can't you see i belong in a better place than this? smoked eyes and satin robes i got princesses and a world of my own dreaming, or is it real? can't explain how i feel creating a new world meek would be so proud... i am the chosen one, i'll see your world undone i hold reality in my hand, you're not able to understand my aims i create and i destroy, at my will, at my will don't get in my way, i hold this world in my hands wake up when i close my eyes to a newborn earth and a crystal sky and i rule every blade of grass i don't need no dope i don't need no hash got power like blood in my veins i'm an addict now and i need my reign you'll live in my world as i like, you've got no choice, it's all my desire dreaming, or is it real? can't explain how i feel creating a new world meek would be so proud...
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Quiet Desperation 06:12
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Blood 02:50
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doors locked, blood flows the ceremony has begun wash clean your hands in the blood of the lamb blood rain, blood lust a herd of cattle squeal raise your hands and be free there stands the man of god, screaming, pointing judge not lest ye be judged free me from ignorance and lack of common sense save me from all this blood you got to find your own way through the flood life's not for lack of thought to buy just what others bought look deep inside and see what there's supposed to be
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Out of Mind 03:08
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doin' time, drinkin' wine who the hell do you think i am? pass the bottle, fuck the glass don't make me kick your ass riding high like a comet down a dusty road let 'em see my cloud unfold raise your guitar! slam your fist! nothin's free, we're takin' this! out of sight, out of mind shootin' whiskey and chuggin' wine come at me like you're gonna take me son i'm been fightin' since the world begun fuck your mother, eat her shit are you understandin' this? pour the Jameson right down your fucking throat follow fast with a shot of cuervo stop your puking you little girl spend the night face down in your hurl out of sight, out of mind shootin' whiskey and chuggin' wine am i wrong? is it me? should i stop my retreat from reality? if i die? what then? what happens to me when i don't believe in heaven? pop the tab on another high life pass the bowl and pass your wife another glass always seems like a good idea when you've got a bottle under your belt who gives a fuck when my sick heart finally gives out gotta beat my head against the wall bloody knuckles, no control you better stay outta my way before i get evil
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The Path 02:39
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skipping stones on a blood-red shallow stream as the leaves of the past fall down on me heavy eyes and a mindset full of dreams hitch my pack and i'm back to the path it seems i stop to raise my hand to a man in the distance he echoes my gesture, becomes emotionally invested feel the rocks and the dust underneath my boots quite a new sensation, the absence of roots never one to rehearse my apologies lift my arms to the sky, bow my head to the trees a sharp cold foreign wind winds tactile thru my tresses murmur words to the earth and sky, reach beyond my feeble senses world in blood, circle of life turn your eye from the past at your own peril the dying leaf going out in a glory blaze got a constant reaction on my face heavy eyes and a mindset full of dreams hitch my pack and i'm back to the path it seems who will we ask for help when the gods are getting younger who will walk the streets of paris with lightning on his shoulder we'll climb the tree of life and left hanging from its branches the day will turn to night with some fleeting backwards glances the certainty of time is at the mercy and whim of tangibility the leaf i hold in my hand is of everlasting impermanence
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Hues and Blues 04:19
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sunrise don't mean much to me when i still can't get to sleep it's a mirror to sunset's colors that began my long night alone i've got an orange face keeping my head warm and it wouldn't be too much to say, i take it all too hard light on a front porch, keeping out the dark were you ever the strongest one or were you caught off guard? now all the world's a little darker... now the years all drift away where i sit by my riverside and the lives that pass too quickly and the spirits that just won't die and there's an orange heart keeping my chin up and sometimes it's just too hard to say, i miss you when you're gone
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Life Is Long 01:24
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'Dispersion' was recorded over the space of almost two years and is a reflection of the tumultuousness of the artist's thoughts and feelings over that span of time. The songs range from achingly sublime to an immersion of pain and self-destruction.

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released January 21, 2008

composed, performed & recorded by Jason W. McKinzie

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